Sunday, October 13, 2013

The cornfields

Anyone who knows us, knows about the cornfields. Our little spot, its a place where we like to go after a night of drinking.

We live in small town USA. There's not a lot to do around here unless you travel half an hour or so in any direction to one of the larger cities. I love this friendly little town we live in but it can get a bit boring. So Clyde and I like to make our own fun.

Our town is so small, there is only one bar.  We spend Saturday nights there dancing and drinking the night away. Everyone knows us there and we always make new friends.When the bartender hollars "last call" and the lights come on, that's when the fun really begins. We sit off to the side watching and make wagers about who goes home with who. It can be quite entertaining watching the drunks stumble about trying to hook up with whoever is left.

We're a little tipsy as we head down that familiar but little known dirt road. It continues for miles and miles with cornfields on each side as far as the eye can see. We stop the truck, turn the radio up and have a party for two.

With darkness all around and no people for miles we are free to do what we want. We hold each other close and dance to the music. We laugh, we spank, we play, we fuck. We enjoy ourselves and I can get as wild as I want to.

What can I say? I'm a southern girl. Living in a small town does have its advantages.

Friday, October 11, 2013

She's proud of me

Celebrating their successes and helping them through their hardships is something I cherish. They make me proud everyday.

 I tell them so.

They are my world.

Its like having my heart outside my body and hoping it is treated kind.  There is nothing in this world that compares to the love I feel for these three beautiful girls. 

There's nothing I wouldn't do for them and they know it.

We are very expressive with our love in this family. There is no doubt how we feel about each other. There is nothing we don't share.

I suppose all you other moms out there can relate.

Imagine my surprise when she tells me she's proud of me....

She says she can see how happy I am. She sees that I make a daily effort to become a better person. She tells me I'm a good wife and mother and she wants to be just like me.

That's the best compliment I could ever receive.

I want her to take the path beside me and do greater things than I could have ever done.

Upon reflection I realize that I'm in the greatest chapter of my life but the rest is still unwritten. There's always room for improvement.

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Dammit blogger

I've  noticed that blogger has been repeating almost all my comment twice. Blogger must think what I have to say is so important that they its worth repeating. Lol

So my apologies to everyone whose blog this has happened on.

Please feel free to delete.

Monday, October 7, 2013


Its funny, I've been with this man my whole life. Literally, since I was 12. He's seen me at my worst. Watched me give birth twice ( not to mention countless other less than lady like moments) and yet there was still this wall I put up all those years.

That wall was my inhibitions.

There was a  time after having kids that I became uncomfortable with my body. I felt unattractive. I rarely wanted sex.  When it did happen, I always preferred the lights off and under covers.  Yes, Clyde hated it and this went on for years.

For me the beauty of ttwd has been letting that wall crumble. I no longer feel ashamed that my body isn't perfect. I'm no longer ashamed to show pure lust on my face. I'm no longer  ashamed to fully enjoy my husband sexually.

It has been very freeing to finally know that he thinks I'm sexy at any age, weight, or size.

He loves me for me.

Saturday, October 5, 2013

The business end of the crop

Clyde read my last post and was not happy with what I had written. This lead to a small fight when he stormed off and I threatened to do away with ttwd. (Now you know I did not mean it. I was angry and hurt about not being understood). After a couple hours of cooling off and a few texted apologies, he came home ready to take care of business.

He took out the crop, bent me over the bed and bared my bottom. He gave me exactly what I needed. I was spanked good and hard. He started with his hand rubbing and fondling. Then brought that hand down lightly on my bottom several times increasing the intensity with every strike. It was lovely and just as I settled into the rhythm, he picked up the crop.....

When he spanks with the crop he doesn't just use the flexible tip. He likes to change it up and strike with the long hard handle that lovely tip is attached to. It hurts so much more used this way. I wasn't complaining though. I needed it. I wanted it. I welcomed it. The spanking seemed to last quite a while as he switched from hand to crop and back again.

Once my ass was striped and red hot he flipped me over and serviced me orally. He really is very talented at this and he pushed me to two orgasms.

That was just the beginning of our evening of play.

After that first session, we went to the track and ran two miles together, came home had some dinner and showered.

As we laid in bed naked and caressing I moved between his legs and worshiped his cock. (trying some new techniques I had  read about. Thank you CWS) He loved it and so did I. I kept him on edge as I didn't want it to end.

"Get up here and ride me."

"Can I suck just a little longer?"

With a smile he agreed.

I couldn't get enough as I took him to the back of my throat over and over. I'm not sure how long the cock worship lasted but two hours later I was thoroughly well fucked in every orifice of my body.

A mess of a woman lay across the bed surrounded by lube and a variety of toys....He still wasn't done with me as I was told to turn over with my just fucked ass in the air and spanked with the crop again. He nudged my legs apart and delivered a pussy spanking with that magical leather tip I love so much.

He always gives me what I need, I just have to learn to be patient for it.

Thursday, October 3, 2013

A woman in need

Things have been kind of glum around here lately. I haven't been spanked in far too long and I definitely need it. My head is spinning a million miles an hour. I have asked for it a couple of times and he says he will but you know how life gets in the way sometimes. It just hasn't happened.

Life has gotten very stressfull. We are in the process of house hunting and moving soon. My daughters birthdays are all around this time of year. Not to mention keeping up with busy schedules, homework, after school activities and deadlines for the whole family. Add on top of that all my other responsibilities and yeah I'm a little stressed. But that is just life right?!

My needs and wants have been pushed off the list as we deal with everything else. Same goes for sex. Sure we've had sex but mostly its been quickies for his pleasure and solo sessions with the rabbit for mine. I'm a very sexual person and I need more than that. Sex and spankings are important to me. It feeds my love for him, it connects us and it just feels good.

Unfortunately, I won't see a light at the end of this tunnel until the end of the year. Maybe then things will settle down.

So, I will trudge on and hope I get what I need soon.

Maybe you could give Clyde a nudge and tell him to spank his wife!

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