Friday, August 30, 2013

Lunchtime rendezvous

My kids are back at school and we're slowly getting back in to the routine. You know that daily grind of making sure everyone else's needs are taken care of. I actually love these days. I feel needed and like I have a purpose.

Of course with the kids being gone there's extra time for us to play. :) Clyde comes home for lunch most days. I try to have chores done and something ready for him to eat when he comes home. After we have eaten together we move to the couch to snuggle and watch a some TV. Each day this week has gone a little different.

Monday: After eating he picks up the dishes and grabs a spatula from the kitchen. With no words spoken he takes me by my hair and leads me to the bedroom. He motions to me to "drop em". I'm only to happy to do as I'm told. I received a lovely spanking and a pounding from behind. Not a bad start to the week.

Tuesday:  He walks in the door like a man on a mission. I've barely had time to say hello to him and I'm bent over the barstool, bare assed, and spanked by hand and again pounded from behind so hard I thought the stool was going to break!

Wednesday: While sitting on the couch snuggling, his hands begin to roam. One thing leads to another and we didn't even make it to the bedroom. We fucked right there on the couch (in several different positions) and I got a nice pink bottom afterward.

Thursday:  Well all good things must come to an end. Or so I thought. He was having a rough day and hurt his hand so I didn't expect much. But I guess he wanted to release some of that tension as I was put across his knee and spanked with his good hand. There was no sex to follow that afternoon but I will not complain.

Friday: He didn't come home. Instead we met up for a lunch date at one of our favorite places.

I must have been extra irrestible this week because Clyde has serviced me orally every night before we drift of to sleep. I am a lucky girl!

I can't wait to see what the weekend will have in store....

Have a good one y'all!  ;)

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Getting spanked on the regular

I asked Clyde last night how we got started with spanking. Neither of us could remember the specifics. I know that I brought it up because its in so many books I read. I became curious.

He's always been the man who would give me one good swat in passing. I used to complain about it. Somewhere along the way I got used to it. I think back now and wonder if he was slowly, stealthy training my behind for what was to come.

When I brought up spanking he didn't hesitate or put me off. He seemed to like it as much as I did right away. Maybe it was filling a need in both of us.

From there things have just fallen into place. Spanking brought out both his dominant side and my submissive side. Our roles are more clearly defined. Our walls have come down. 

We are so open with everything now.
It has brought us so much closer. We show affection to each other all the time. My daughters just smile at us when we do. I think they like seeing mom and dad in love.

Spanking has become part of our lives now. He initiates it as much as I do. We both enjoy it so we do it often. I think we are both natural spankos.

They say a spanked wife is a happy wife....
I'm happy to say I'm getting spanked on the regular!

Friday, August 16, 2013

Thank You

I Love having this blog!

Its like my ..........

So for everyone that reads and comments here I want to say a sincere "Thank You".

You are always welcome here.

My wish for everyone who reads this, leave one word in the comments to tell me what you think about my blog.

Thanks for playing along!

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Random things

I saw this on Sarah's blog (Clear as Mud) and thought it might be fun.

So here's some random things about me.....

1. I have 3 dogs. 2 boxers and a Lil mutt
2.  My kids think I'm silly and they know me better than anyone
3.  I lived in Hawaii as a kid but I don't remember any of it
4.  I love to read
5.  I got my first gray hair at age 22. Coincidentally, my youngest daughter was born that year
6.  I was addicted to drugs for about 4 years
7. I've never had my heart broken
8.  I love country and pop music
9. My favorite song right now is Just Give Me a reason by Pink
10. I'm 5'4"
11. I have medium length, light brown hair
12. My eyes are hazel
13. I'm ocd
14.  I drive Tahoe that I named Sally
15. I've been screwed over by girlfriends in the past so I'm very careful who I let in my circle
16. I don't have a bitch bone in my body
17. Family is the most important thing to me
18. My parents are the best
19. I hate shopping
20. My favorite drink is sweet iced tea
21. My favorite alcoholic drinks are royal fuck and vodka cranberry
22. I don't eat sweets
23. I love to laugh
24. My favorite shows are Friends, I love Lucy and How I Met Your Mother
24.  I'm a hopeless romantic
25. My favorite movie is The Notebook
26. I have 4 tattoos
27. This list is harder than I thought
28. I'm very loyal to those I love
29. Everyone loves me because I'm awesome.
30.  I'm most comfortable in jeans and boots
31. I tell all my daughters that they're my favorite
32. I like to sleep in late
33. I've been married for 13 years
34. I had twins all natural. No drugs
35. I have a very high pain tolerance
36. I've never been in a physical fight
37.  I'm kind of a pervert
38.  I love rough sex
39.  I've had the same best friend since 9th grade
40.  I love to sing but only in the car and shower
42. I just skipped 41
43. I hate lettuce but wish I liked it
44. My biggest fear is someone hurting my daughters
45. I'm also really scared of snakes
46. I'm rather adventurous
47. My toes are always painted a pretty color
48. I love to watch football
49. My favorite tattoo says Hakuna Matata
50. I feel the need to clean even if its not mine
51. I like to watch porn
52. I don't care much for the name Bonnie. I don't think it suits me
53. Don't touch my belly button!
54. I love blogging
55. Clyde is my soulmate
56. I rarely go barefoot, even at home
57.  Someday I hope to write a book
58. I'm very hard on myself
59. I love to look around antique stores but have never bought any
60. I'm just a country girl who loves to love
61. I'm queen of procrastination
62. My childhood nickname was "Pooter"
63. I don't like to cook
64. I love to kayak.
65. I used to belong to the IBTC. If you don't know, you were never a member lol

I could come up with a lot more but I'm sure you're bored of this so I'll stop there.

Friday, August 9, 2013

The naughty school girl

Clyde comes in the room and sees me standing there. Its a one piece dress with white spagetti strap shirt and pink plaid pleated skirt cut high in the back, leaving my bottom exposed, and matching thong panty and neck tie.

The naughty school girl in need of punishment.
He steps close to me and runs his hands over my body. He holds his hand out to me, I take it and he spins me around slowly. Admiring and rubbing as I go. He picks up his phone and snaps a few pics while I pose in various positions.

Stepping back, he pulls my top down exposing my breasts and puts on the nipple clamps.

I gasp as the pain sets in and he smiles at me.

I have never used nipple clamps before and the sensation was incredible. At first they weren't bad and I thought "that's it?" but the longer the clamps stayed on the more intense the pain got. They might just be my new best friends.

 I am on fire and so wet already and he's barely touched me.

He gently tugs on them and watches my reaction. Leading me over to the bed he puts his hand between my shoulder blades and pushes me down so I'm laying over the side with my upper torso on the bed. This is his preferred spanking position. Using the new crop, he spanks me until my bottom is red and I'm a squirming, wimpering mess.

Taking me by surprise, he grabs a hand full of my hair and brings me to my knees in front of him. His hard cock is already exposed and glistening with a drop of pre-cum. I don't hesitate as I put my mouth on it.  

Once I've finished him off he releases my hair and smiles at me. Clyde picks me up, gives me a tight hug and whispers "Good Girl." Then walks away into the bathroom to take a shower.

Leaving me needy, wanting and wet.

I'll have to wait to get mine. This was for him.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Toy shopping

On our long trip home, I was driving, he was sleeping. As the miles passed I kept seeing signs for an upcoming store. So when the exit came up I just pulled right off the highway and found the store.

Clyde was a little surprised when I pulled off the highway to go to a sex shop. He just shook his head at me and gave me a look that says "What am I going to do with you?" Lol

It was a popular adult store round these parts. Clean, classy, nice.

In the past we have shopped online for toys and only been to the stores a couple of times because theres not one close to us.

Anyway it was fun. We talked about all the different toys, paddles, bongade, etc. It was a good way for us to talk about the things we are into.

So we had fun with it. We tried out a couple implements with just a quick swat. We were laughing and playing and probably touching everything and I got worried we were going to get kicked out because the sales lady was watching. In the end we settled on a good quality crop, nipple clamps and a naughty school girl outfit!

When we got back in the truck Clyde grabbed my hand and placed it on his hard cock. I smiled. He was so turned on, he couldn't wait to get home. He tried to issue another challenge but because I was driving he had to wait.

And wait a while.

It was still an hour till we got to hometown and we had to pick up the kids and dinner.

Once everything finally settled down for the night he had me put on the outfit for some playtime.

To be continued....

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Road head

We were on our way to the casino on Saturday afternoon. We had been flirting and touching the whole way. Once we started getting close he gave me 10 mins to get him off while he was driving.

I was more than happy to accept that challenge. I reached over and unzipped his pants and yanked them down a bit and took his hard cock in my mouth.

I gave him the best blow job I know how. In broad daylight at 70 miles an hour as cars passed.

I think I got the job done in much less than 10 mins. As I had time to right myself and him before we pulled into the parking lot.

Monday, August 5, 2013

When the kids are away, the parents will play

So my kids went to Grandma and Grandpas for the weekend.... A welcome break. I thought it would be a good time to talk to Clyde about some of the things that had been bothering me. Things didn't go as smoothly as I would have liked. We fought. We weren't understanding each other. We both may have said some hurtful things. Finally Clyde had had enough and decided to put an end to the nonsense.

He spanked me. 

With a belt.


I find that when I really feel like I need it and I'm a little angry, I have a much higher pain tolerance. So the spanking went on for a while.

He talked during this spanking which he doesn't normally do. He made me admit that I belong to him and told me not to doubt our relationship anymore. When he has a belt in his hand, his words are so much more effective. 

Not surprisingly, we both felt so much better after the spanking that we had another way of reconnecting. ;)

The next day we took a road trip to a neighboring state and visited a casino. We had so much fun. I even doubled my money on the roulette table! We danced at the club there and when we finally had enough for one day we went to the hotel and rested. We were pretty tired that night but the next morning I got another spanking. The walls of the hotel were thin and I'm sure someone had to have heard.

We left the hotel and drove 30 mins away to a beautiful waterfall that I have always wanted to visit. We hiked and swam and even walked through the ruins of an old castle built there in the early 1900s.

On the way back home I made a pit stop at an adult store and bought some new toys (that I will tell y'all about in my next post) with my winnings!

It was one of those perfect weekends. 

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Guilt and self loathing

WARNING this post is a bunch of late night rambling that won't brighten your day. Proceed with caution or move on to happier blogs.

Its late at night and I can't sleep. I have so many thoughts running through my head that I thought I should write them down and get them out.

I don't know what is going on with me but my spirit just took a nose dive. Seriously, a crash landing. I loved myself a week ago. Now I'm full of self loathing.

Why? You may ask....

Here's the list:

I feel extremely guilty for not having a job. I haven't had a job for many, many years. I worked at a few places over the years at Christmas time or just when we needed financial help. I'm 32 years old and have never had a full time job. How sad is that? I want one but I had kids young and never had the chance to go to college. I had big dreams of being a teacher and an athletic coach. That didn't happen. Now I feel inadequate. I don't even know where to begin.

We haven't had much play time. Because of that my sex drive is diminishing.  I'm finding out that I'm the kind of girl who need constant reassurances and ego stroking to keep the fire going. I don't want to be that girl.

I've gained about 10 lbs. over the last few months and I feel so fat and ugly. That may not sound like much but I'm not a big girl and it shows. I also feel like this is part of the reason why Clyde is "too tired". Probably not but it feels like rejection.

I have a ton of mom guilt. Its summertime and my kids are driving me crazy. I shouldn't feel like this. I know my children are a gift and I love them more than life itself. But I am tired of being a referee between my twins and my youngest. Its too hot here to go out and do much so we stay home a lot and I feel guilty that we are wasting their summer.

From time to time I have doubts about my marriage. Did we marry too young? Am I the right woman for him?  Is he the right man for me? Are we together for the right reasons? Am I making him into someone he's not?  Why would he want to be with me?

I think my blog sucks. I love writing and meeting people in blogland has been such an eye opener. I really like blogging but again I feel inadequate. There are some really smart, funny, loving people here and I feel like I'm on the outside trying to push my way in. Why would anyone want to read about my life. I'm really not that interesting.

I absolutely HATE feeling like this. I'm not this girl. Usually I have a smile on my face and can find a silver lining in any cloud.

Gosh, I even feel guilty for writing this.  What is wrong with me?

I haven't talked to anyone about the way I've been feeling. I just keep it to myself. Why bother anyone else with things I need to fix about myself?

Do you know what I feel like I need? A good spanking, a lecture and a plan of action...... OR maybe just some love and understanding.

If only I could give those to myself....

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