Thursday, May 28, 2015

I got punished

So I did something really stupid. I was feeling a bit rebellious and didn't consider clydes feelings about it. I just did what I wanted to do and that may have came off a little disrespectful toward him. OK it definitely was disrespectful and now I'm a little embarrassed that I did it. This took place a couple of weeks ago but he just found out about it yesterday.

When I came home, he sat me down and talked to me about it very calmly and let me know how I made him feel but I could tell anger was bubbling inside him. I apologized but I admit I wasn't very sincere about it and kind of brushed it off. Well he ended the conversation with a very firm statement that I will be punished for it. Huh? Excuse me? We don't do that.

Well apparently we do. After the kids had all gone upstairs to bed, he came in the room and locked the door behind him. He picked up the belt and motioned for me to get into position. I really didn't know what to expect and he didn't take it easy on me. Of course I could have said no but I think I needed it. He didn't just spank me though. In between blows, he spoke to me. He told me how I made him feel and not to forget who I belong to. He asked me if I still cared about our relationship and if I wanted to make it work. And everytime he spanked me I tried to come up and he would firmly place his hand on my back and push me back into position.

When he was done, we hugged it out while he stroked my bottom and declared his love to me in a soft voice by my ear.

I melted and I felt terrible for what I had done. He said he forgave me and that now we can move on from this. When he said those words to me in that setting it was so much more effective.

This was the first bit of dominance he has shown me in months. Well that's not true,  it's just the first bit that I have submitted to. And truth be told, I needed it and I deserved it. I think he did too. Maybe we have turned a corner, I don't know, too soon to tell but I do know I learned my lesson and won't be doing that again.

10 comments:

  1. Welcome back Bonnie, great to hear from you! I'm sorry this happened and you were punished. It sounds as though it was what you both needed though. I love how this ended and really hope you have turned a corner.

    Hugs
    Roz

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  2. Welcome back.

    Punishment is a hard pill to swallow. It sounds as though it was a pill needed.

    I do hope you two find your way.

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  3. I was so happy to see you in my reading list this morning. Sorry about the punishment but if that is the turning point for you guys, then I think it's wonderful. Hugs to you

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  4. Im pleased to see you posting again bonnie, love clyde.

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  5. Hi Bonnie, I am sorry that you had the punishment, but this seems to have helped both of you such a lot, and that is wonderful. I think I get how you might have felt afterwards and that Clyde's being more dominant has left such an impression on you. I hope so much that this is the turning point you've been looking for, that would be lovely. Wishing you a wonderful weekend.

    hugs

    Nina

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  6. Turned a corner? Time will tell. So very true. One day at a time, one step at a time.
    Good to see you. How are you? Like really, how are you?

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  7. I am just getting time to read up on some posts. So happy to ready about this moment of connection for you both!
    XOXO Pearl

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  8. Bonnie, you will be the first to admit that you deserved to be corporal punishment by your ever loving husband. So you deserved being given that leather belt across your naked rear end. Next time behave yourself. Or you can expect anther dose.

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  9. The first punishment I ever gave my wife was with a belt. We were dating at the time. At the time, she admitted she deserved it. I knew she did. We talked about it. Then, she went over my lap and we did it. She hated every second of it!

    Later, she told me she looked at herself in her mirror. There were bruises, she assured me. She also confessed she'd never had her bottom worn out like that before. It hurt worse than she dreamed possible.

    Getting spanked with a belt totally changed my wife and our relationship for the better. Over the course of our next several dates, I realized she'd turned from being a deceitful woman into an absolute angel. My wife wouldn't need another whipping like that until after we were married.

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