Friday, September 26, 2014
My new collar
Clyde and I hit a rough patch over the summer regarding our dynamic. There wasn't much consistency and it left me feeling slightly rebellious and bratty and above all..... confused. We had many conversations about what was happening and how to get back on track. I think we both had different ideas about which direction to go. It was important to both of us for me to step back and let him lead us in the way he chooses.
I am proud to say that since I have done that, he has stepped up in a major way. He is leading our family down a path that feels very meant to be.
He is in control and I couldn't be happier.
We recently celebrated our 15 the wedding anniversary so it was a very sweet moment when he presented me with my new collar that he placed on my neck. We talked about what it meant to each of us and pledged our commitment to each other and our dynamic.
I'm not sure where this journey will take us next but I know that I have never felt more complete and more loved than I do having his collar around my neck. I feel very honored to wear this and know that I am owned by a man who loves me with all his being. Its a wonderful feeling that I will always treasure.
I find myself at different points throughout the day touching my collar and it centers me and bring a peace to my heart that is indescribable.
Its safe to say that we are back to where we want to be and having fun once again.