Its the middle of the afternoon. I'm home alone, bored and horny.
What's a girl to do in those circumstances?
That's right, I did what most of y'all would have done. I took care of myself.
I'm lying on the bed playing with myself when Clyde walks in, completely unexpected. The look on his face was priceless when he saw what I was doing but I knew I was in trouble.
He quickly took the rabbit from me and gave me a harshly spoken warning that there would be a punishment.
I remained quiet. What could I say? I knew I had broken this rule, repeatedly, and gotten caught, repeatedly.
Clyde walks into the bathroom to wash the rabbit. When he returned I saw him put it in his pocket. He was angry. He picked up the belt and mumbled something about a spanking not being a punishment for me but I could tell he really wanted to spank me.
So I looked him right in his eyes and in my softest, most innocent voice said "You know you can spank me anytime you want. You don't need a reason."
So I bent over the bed and wiggled my bottom at him. I heard the jingle of the belt and prepared myself for what was to come. He gave me roughly two dozen quick but very hard lashings.
When I turned to looked at him again, all the anger had disappeared from his face. He kissed me on my forehead and turned to leave. With the rabbit still in his pocket. Dammit!
Don't feel too bad for me, I managed to get in two orgasms before I was interrupted.
Pick your implement
Go to the room
Wait for me on your knees
Do not speak.
These are text messages I received from Clyde (in the other room) tonight. This is what I had been waiting for. I hurriedly put the kids to bed and went in search of my weapon of ass destruction. I chose the flogger and the ping pong paddle.
I went into the room, closed the curtains, dimmed the lights, stripped, got in position and waited.
It wasn't long before he entered the room. I bowed my head and held the implements out for him. He circled me, dragging the flogger across my skin.
He flogged and paddled until my skin had a lovely sting and a nice rosy glow.
He was in complete control. It was amazing and exactly what I needed.
From there things get a little hazy.
When he was done, he took my hand and helped me up. I immediately got a very bad headache (almost migraine status) and had to lie back down. I got very cold and began shaking uncontrollably. I felt very thirsty and very weak.
Clyde was great. He took very good care of me, getting some water and pain reliever and holding me until I felt better. It took about an hour or so for my body to return to normal.
I just don't understand it. I felt fine before hand and feel fine now, but what was that?
I'm wondering, could it be subdrop? From everything I have read, subdrop seems to be more emotional and this was purely a physical reaction.
We have had much more intense play with no side effects in the past so I'm hoping that y'all can share some insight with me.
It is March and that means its question month here in blogland. I promised to answer any questions asked and I've received some good ones.
Missy asked: How did you come across this dynamic? How did you bring it to your hubby?
Great question and one I don't believe I have talked about here. I suppose for me it started a few years ago. At that time, I was a complete prude and didn't want sex but there was something missing in our relationship. You could say I was bored. Like most women here, I love to read and began reading erotica. It was the jolt I needed. I started doing research and came across this wonderful community. Once I started to read the real life stories about ttwd, I was hooked and knew I had found what we needed. Our sex life immediately improved. After a few months, I asked clyde to spank me. I didn't really bring this lifestyle to him per se. I just started living it and became submissive to him. That, in turn, brought out his dominance.
Kenzie asked: Do you have a fantasy that you haven't tried yet but want to?
Yes, we would love to bring in another woman. Perferrably one who is submissive and has the same tastes as us.
Kenzie also asked: What is the biggest change you have noticed in Clyde and yourself since starting ttwd?
I would have to say that starting ttwd has changed both of us in many ways but the most noticible change is in our communication. We have not always been good at discussing things and we kept a lot inside. Not anymore. We talk about everything. Nothing is off limits.
This is fun and I have enjoyed reading all the question and answers from everyone participating. If there anything else y'all would like to know about either of us, please don't be shy, ask away.
Diane had requested that I write about how things are going within our dynamic. Thank you Diane.
Well thats kind of a loaded topic at the moment. Some of you may remember back in January when clyde presented me with a contract to be my Master. I agreed to give it a 3 month trial period and then reevaluate. We're nearing the end of our agreement and I assume a very serious discussion is in our near future.
Where are we?
Well things are good. We play a lot. The drive by has become a regular occurrence. We've added some new toys to our box. One of them is the much anticipated butt plug. (Love it) He's become very creative with his seductive games. Bottom line, we are having fun and really good sex.
But of course like every relationship we have bad days. There's not much consistency and it leaves me wondering what is really important to him. (Not a good place to be) I have become a little more defiant than usual. He's not sure how to handle that just yet. (He doesn't like punishment but he likes for me to obey.)
I'm wondering if I'm cut out to be a slave. Maybe that's not for me. I am realizing that I have power in this relationship. A lot. And I like it. I don't want to give that up. Not completely.
I know that I am submissive. I love submitting to my husband. Nothing turns me on more than seeing him in control. He just does it for me. But at the same time, I don't want to push him to be someone he's not. I'm trying my best to let him lead and find HIS way with this.
At this point I'm really happy with the way things are going. He still spanks me. We still have hot and kinky sex. But most of all, we have that reconnection back.
So that's where we are. Still chugging along raising a family, attending school functions, and playing kinky games behind closed doors.
I haven't really felt much like writing lately. But I have missed blogland so I thought I stop by and give a little update.
Things have been really good here in my little corner of the world. We've had some great weather lately and we took full advantage.
Clyde and I have been having a lot of fun with our dynamic. I was getting confused as to what we were because I don't really feel like we fit into any one label completely. Sometimes I felt like maybe we were doing it wrong. But now I know differently. We are who we are. We are experimenting with different things to see what works for us. And do you know what?
Were closer than ever, we laugh more than ever, we touch more than ever, we trust more than ever.
We are in a really good place.
Life moves on. We have busy days that end with us falling in bed to sleep. But everyday seems easier because we face it together.
As I've been told, March is questions month here in blogland. So I invite you to ask me anything. What would you like to know? I promise to treat every question with respect and answer them all. You can send me an email at firstname.lastname@example.org or you can leave it in the comments. So, ask away.