Its funny, I've been with this man my whole life. Literally, since I was 12. He's seen me at my worst. Watched me give birth twice ( not to mention countless other less than lady like moments) and yet there was still this wall I put up all those years.
That wall was my inhibitions.
There was a time after having kids that I became uncomfortable with my body. I felt unattractive. I rarely wanted sex. When it did happen, I always preferred the lights off and under covers. Yes, Clyde hated it and this went on for years.
For me the beauty of ttwd has been letting that wall crumble. I no longer feel ashamed that my body isn't perfect. I'm no longer ashamed to show pure lust on my face. I'm no longer ashamed to fully enjoy my husband sexually.
It has been very freeing to finally know that he thinks I'm sexy at any age, weight, or size.
He loves me for me.