I have been struggling with something for a while...... I have some kinks I want to try out and I don't know how to approach Clyde about this. Some would say "Come right out and say it" but I could never find the courage. So on a whim I wrote it down, it was just a short list and I kept it to myself.
To tell this story I have to back up a bit to Saturday. The kids were gone to my parents house for the night and I was promised a nice long spanking with some good sex to follow. (Hey I had earned it. I gave him what he wanted)
Things don't always go as planned though. We went to the lake that afternoon with some friends and well if your from Texas, you know that involves temps close to 100° and lots of beer. Needless to say Clyde was in no condition by the time we got back home to give me what I wanted. I was not a happy girl and I went to bed that night completely frustrated.
I woke up Sunday morning in a terrible mood. Clyde knew he had let me down so he got up before me and brought me breakfast in bed. (OK its a good start. What else do you have in your magic bag of tricks?) He knew what I needed and boy did he deliver. We spent the next several hours tangled up in the sheets. By the time we were done I was good and sore, my ass was bright red and I was thoroughly fucked. We ended with three orgasms each.
During that hot tumble in the sheets, Clyde did something he's never done before. He put his hands around my neck while he was pounding into me. He didn't squeeze, just held on so I felt a little pressure. It was an amazing feeling of being owned by him. I came instantly. It was intense and totally unexpected.
Later in the day...... We are at a family members house with people all around but we find ourselves in a quiet corner having a quiet conversation...
"Well you just keep crossing things off my list one by one."
He smiles. "What list?"
"My kink list. You know, things I want to try."
He just laughs. He know exactly what I'm talking about.
"You did come pretty quick once I put my hands on you."
I just smile and nod
"So do you want to see it?"
"You actually have a list?" His eyebrows are raised and he looks surprised. "Oh this I gotta see. Yeah I want to see it."
I pull out my phone and burried deep in a password protected file is my kink list. Kind of like a sexual bucket list if you will.
He read it, then smiled and gave me that look. Handed my phone back to me and rejoined the conversation going on around us.
We have talked about it some more since then and he must have really liked my list. He's already thinking of ways to cross some of them off!
I told him if we are going to start crossing them off then I have more to add to it.
So this list I put together a few months ago might be one of the best things I have ever done for myself. ;)